Damn. Damn. Damn. Why can I not let it be?
every year I delude myself...
No more snoozing. No more staring at the ceiling.
To the edge of the world
Until, my love, you ...
my life was cold
I met you again. My stomach dropped. It was full of dread. My lungs collapsed. My heart ceased to exist. Irrational thoughts swirled. An attack, triggered. No escape in sight.
My feet are not staying on the path. My shoes are worn. I wanted to go left. So bad. But I tripped on a rock, fell forward, and rolled right. All these years, I was told to turn a certain way. When I stumbled, I fell away from that destination. And I have never felt…
So loud. So loud. I can not hear you. I can NOT hear YOU! You are so loud, I can not understand.