Are all they are. Meaningless. Pointless. But they feel strong. Impact more than they should. Make you curl in on yourself. Emotionally compromised and insecure in the darkness. You cry to yourself. Will yourself to not feel. Feel nothing.. If you feel nothing, then you are better than these silly moments.
No more snoozing. No more staring at the ceiling.
I wish I could make you understand there is no logic. No reason. Nothing to justify my feelings. The void is swallowing me. I am drowning. I do not know when I slipped in. I also do not know when I shall slip back out of the depths.
Thick and Thin
Through bliss. Through Hell.
I am slipping.
I was fine. I was fine. I was fine. Roll over in the morning, I see your face. I smile and feel butterflies. I get up. I brush my teeth. I braid my hair. Get dressed and spray on perfume. A kiss and off to work. I worked. I laughed. I had fun. I was…
Sometimes I wonder
Why I even exist. Why I even bother. Why I even care. Why I even continue. Why I even try. Sometimes, I really do wonder.
My life has seemingly amounted to nothing. I feel like an absolute failure. I truly do. I have dropped out of college. I have not done anything with my life. I am not achieving any goals. I am not doing anything. Stop. Stop. Stop. You need to stop thinking like that. You really do. In…
Cooper’s Rock – Rock City Trail
Located off I68, on the way to MD from Morgantown, WV, is a gorgeous state park known as Cooper's Rock. It is an enormous beauty. It is home to some of the best views I have ever seen in my life. It was decided to go on an early Sunday morning adventure. We put on…
You need to
Get up. Get up. Get up. You can do this. Come on. Get up. Come on. Please? Stop sleeping so much. Come on. Let's do something. Get up. You can do this. Brush your hair. Brush your teeth. Wash your face. You got this. Please get up. But I just feel so drained. What is…
Every time I took a blade to my flesh, the world went quiet as could be. My demons leaned over my shoulder, they encouraged me. The world was so silent. Except for their call. I heard nothing except them. I was giving them all. Once I felt that sharp sting, the world exploded.…