Where?

Words of the written variety have always been my solace. Reading is a passion of mine. Writing is an even larger passion. I have always wanted to pursue it. Always. After my car accident, weeks before embarking on an adventure to college, something in me shifted. Words that once flew so quickly and easily, ceased.…

Trying

I have never tried harder in my life. I have never fought so hard for someone. Yet, it feels... It feels like I am running uphill on ice.

Pulling Myself Back Up

In the midst of all the angst of my life, I received something that crushed me. I got a lovely rejection letter. In the days since, I have processed the feelings of worthlessness, insecurity, and the anger. I looked at it. It was a positive experience for me. A learning one. But . . .…

Books! (January Edition)

Earlier, I posted a small list of simple wishes for the year. I wanted to read more. So, staying true to that, I have reread some books and read some others. These are books I splurged on today. I shall hopefully have these finished off by the end of the month. I look forward to…

What would it have been like had I not dropped out of college? If I had gone to the popular school in town? Settled? What would it have been like to be graduated at this time? Would I have been any closer to achieving happiness? Yet. I do not find myself feeling extreme regret. I…

How do I get to where I want to be? How. How. How. How. How. The answer will not appear in the bottle. It is not written on the end of a blade. How do I get where I want to be? How. How. How.

Do I have goals?

I've asked myself this constantly. I have wants and desires, but are they considered goals? I am a college drop out, have debt, and am miserable. But, what 23 year old isn't like that in some way or other? I want to be more than that. Is that a goal? When I was a young…