Damn. Damn. Damn. Why can I not let it be?
To the edge of the world
Until, my love, you ...
my life was cold
How can I do more? How can I do more for you? I ask myself this daily. I want to do more for you, for us. But, how? I long to provide. I long to do more. I am trying. It kills me how tired you are. How worn out you are. I want to…
They are in your eyes. They shine so bright.
I have never tried harder in my life. I have never fought so hard for someone. Yet, it feels... It feels like I am running uphill on ice.
Forever and beyond. I shall fight. My love for you is strong. Our relationship, more precious than anything else. I shall fight. I shall do whatever it takes.
Months later, finding out, hurts. It made me numb. I knew she hit on you. You told me that. She made advances on you. But, she drunkenly kissed you. You just now told me. Months later. I have never felt this territorial rage before. And rage at you for not telling me then. What is…