my life was cold
How?
How can I do more? How can I do more for you? I ask myself this daily. I want to do more for you, for us. But, how? I long to provide. I long to do more. I am trying. It kills me how tired you are. How worn out you are. I want to…
Ideas
It came to me. In the dead of night. These little ideas. Snippets, rather. Not fully formed. Words that long to be written. The darkness wants to be expressed. My scars want to share their story. The desire to express it. Ideas on how. It all came to me. And the path is illuminated. That…
I shall fight for you.
Forever and beyond. I shall fight. My love for you is strong. Our relationship, more precious than anything else. I shall fight. I shall do whatever it takes.
A Drunken Kiss
Months later, finding out, hurts. It made me numb. I knew she hit on you. You told me that. She made advances on you. But, she drunkenly kissed you. You just now told me. Months later. I have never felt this territorial rage before. And rage at you for not telling me then. What is…
Thick and Thin
Through bliss. Through Hell.
I hurt you.
I hurt you. I am sorry.
Arriving in DC for a Valentine’s Adventure
It was freezing. 35 degrees at 12 in the afternoon. We were on minimal sleep and exhausted. (We fought with the washer and dryer on our floor for hours. We won! Huzzah!) Two suitcases and three packing mishaps later, the car was packed. To the car wash and gas station we went. After freeing my…
I promised to love you. Again and again. To love you, to support you. Thick. Thin. I found a friend. A partner. A lover. In you. I am here; I am here. We are one. I swear to love you through it all. We got this. We do.
My heart is on the edge. Are you still with me? My hands reach for you. Your face, I can not see. Love, let yourself free. Let me help you fight. I am here to help. Let me help you fight. I want to hold you tight. Are you still with me? I am here.…
