Are all they are. Meaningless. Pointless. But they feel strong. Impact more than they should. Make you curl in on yourself. Emotionally compromised and insecure in the darkness. You cry to yourself. Will yourself to not feel. Feel nothing.. If you feel nothing, then you are better than these silly moments.
Atlanta Adventures – Day 1
I have flown before. I have been on a plane more than once. What's different this time? I am flying by myself. I am not the minor with the attendants directing me. I am not the minor accompanying seasoned flyers through the airport. No. I am doing this on my own. Needless to say, my…
I wish I could make you understand there is no logic. No reason. Nothing to justify my feelings. The void is swallowing me. I am drowning. I do not know when I slipped in. I also do not know when I shall slip back out of the depths.
With the songs being whispered in the night, the world trembles and exhales. There is no burning pressure, no fight, nothing left inside. There once was a mad, mad burning. But now, standing together, nothing. No emotions, no crazy yearning. There is a silence. Standing together, side by side, the world is ours for the…
Nothing but ice. Nothing to recollect. Worthless, the sacrifice. Lost, the disrespect.
I am slipping.
I was fine. I was fine. I was fine. Roll over in the morning, I see your face. I smile and feel butterflies. I get up. I brush my teeth. I braid my hair. Get dressed and spray on perfume. A kiss and off to work. I worked. I laughed. I had fun. I was…
The sky is cold. The lights are dim. Hold me tight. There is no warmth. Keep me close. Do not let me drift. I need your flame. Times are grim.
Sometimes I wonder
Why I even exist. Why I even bother. Why I even care. Why I even continue. Why I even try. Sometimes, I really do wonder.
Shade of Sadness
The world is drenched in darkness. There is only screaming, screaming in my head. The only shade known is that of sadness. There is no light to around. It is just dark.