Damn. Damn. Damn. Why can I not let it be?
Every Year
every year I delude myself...
Limitless
To the edge of the world
Until, my love, you danced..
Until, my love, you ...
Safe
A safe place
Care
I care
Warmth
my life was cold
My words are leaving me.
I take one step forward. The world makes sense. I lift my foot. The world goes back. The words are whispers in the wind. And I can not decipher them.
Panic
I met you again. My stomach dropped. It was full of dread. My lungs collapsed. My heart ceased to exist. Irrational thoughts swirled. An attack, triggered. No escape in sight.
Stumbled
My feet are not staying on the path. My shoes are worn. I wanted to go left. So bad. But I tripped on a rock, fell forward, and rolled right. All these years, I was told to turn a certain way. When I stumbled, I fell away from that destination. And I have never felt…
