Are all they are. Meaningless. Pointless. But they feel strong. Impact more than they should. Make you curl in on yourself. Emotionally compromised and insecure in the darkness. You cry to yourself. Will yourself to not feel. Feel nothing.. If you feel nothing, then you are better than these silly moments.
Foolish
Damn. Damn. Damn. Why can I not let it be?
Every Year
every year I delude myself...
Limitless
To the edge of the world
Until, my love, you danced..
Until, my love, you ...
Safe
A safe place
Care
I care
Warmth
my life was cold
My words are leaving me.
I take one step forward. The world makes sense. I lift my foot. The world goes back. The words are whispers in the wind. And I can not decipher them.
Panic
I met you again. My stomach dropped. It was full of dread. My lungs collapsed. My heart ceased to exist. Irrational thoughts swirled. An attack, triggered. No escape in sight.
